Stalking: What's REALLY going too far?

Have you ever wanted to run into an ex looking extremely hot or even with celebrity status arm candy? What happens if no matter how hard you try you can't stop thinking about the look on his OR her face when this certain individual "bumps" into you....... finally realizing how amazing you are and how he or she messed up such a good f-ing thing.... I know what you're thinking, how about you get a life and just move onnnnn?
Now I'm no psychologist but I think this feeling is most definitely, totally and bitterly normal... It's gotta be in one of my over priced psych books I forgot to sell back after graduation... not that there's any chance I'd actually take the time to look it up, so I'll just trust my instincts on its normalcy in human social behavior.

Sooooo What I want to know is: if you dont have the same social circle aka you will NEVER run into this individual, is it okay to semi stalk the person? Is it okay to give fate a few sturdy taps on the ass and help it along with forcing you two to run into each other....? And what's going to far: I mean personally, I think binoculars are an under used under-appreciated tool. We should all have a pair and all be familiar with how to use them. Think about how it would make J. P. Lemiere feel (he invented them in 1825 although none of this would be possible without Galileo of course).

Furthermore, what about a PI as in Private Investigator... and if you can't hire one, what about a friend?? is that going too far?? **Sigh** I'm digressing, since this has nothing to do with me personally, I will suggest that my friend Sarah* give fate a few more months and then we can re visit the issue... but I'd love to hear your comments non the less.... xoxo
* A fake name has been used to protect this persons identity

My Jersey Nails

I've been in Jersey for 11 days 5 hrs and 2 mins.... without my New York City influence aka all of my good friends telling me to loose the Jersey Nails and stick with a simple manicure... I'm really itching to put these back on:


I've already found a design I like for my wedding day:


Hey NYC, will ya still love me if I come back with these on Monday??
Smooches
xoxox

If I Shall Die Before I Wake....

So as I'm online window shopping, I started to place a few items in my cart simply because it makes me feel good. I kind of do the whole "what would I purchase If I had all the money in the world." I then thought about a situation 2 weeks ago where I was talking about this new Navy Balenciaga bag that I really wanted and my boss over heard me talking and said "really, you're out of control, you live way beyond your means."... BUT REALLY.... IF I get hit by a car tomorrow crossing the street.... wouldn't it be way better to have the shoes that are peeking out from under the tires of a mourning cab driver be these:
I mean come on, its like why do the responsible save- your -money- every- month- so -you -can- buy- a -condo- and- live the- american- dream when you can blow up from a terrorist bomb on 46th street or get shot for taking money out of the atm on 89th and columbus.... all I'm saying is, live your life and if your gonna go, go fab!

The New Me: Nokie

So I'm close to the end of my 25th year and I've decided to start a blog because although I actually DO like my handwriting, written journals are sooooo 1993, and I type pretty fast so why not? I've been thinking about this for quite some time, a combination of recently going back to therapy (physical and mental) and watching an Ugly Betty episode where she got the courage to start her own blog (a moment of silence for the ending of the show please).

I've hit this new chapter in my life.... a new Nokie. I'm hoping that my thoughts on some of the things that are/were and will be important to me can help others grow learn and laugh... maybe even cry, but I'd prefer the laughing. Everyone has a story... so here is mine.